If anyone is actually reading this...

So yeah, it's been awhile since my last update. My bad. It's been a busy few weeks; Between some stuff that I can't exactly go into here and some stuff relating to the last post. As for the stuff that I can't talk about here, I'm just gonna say that the Apocalypse incident didn't clean up as nicely as we'd hoped. So yeah. Shit went down. No worries though, it's under control and there is absolutely no reason to be afraid for your lives.

Looking at the other side of what's been keeping me busy is a bit more fun. So I talked about the whole thing with me being into someone. I ended up almost hooking up with a guy I know, a guy I'd consider a good friend. I didn't actually end up getting to that point though. After we'd ended up hanging out a few times lately, I told him about the whole argument going on in my head. He ran off and came back with a puppy! Whom, I might add, is the cutest most adorable thing in the whole friggin world! But that's off topic and I'll get to it in a minute. Point is, he told me not to try anything if I thought it would hurt the friendship. Good advice, not sure if I'm going listen to it, so we'll see.

Aaaaand, onto the puppy. So he bought me a puppy! He's the cutest Corgi in the world! I ended up going back and forth on a few names, but I settled on Lex. He's named after a friend of mine who passed away awhile back. Since I'm not sure how much more I can babble about how cute he is I'm just gonna show you guys a pic!



SEE?! Isn't he just the cutest thing in the whole world?

Alright, it's late and I'm gonna crash. Catch all you guys and girls later.

Sometimes I really start to wonder...

Supposedly I'm in a happy relationship, but... I haven't seen my boyfriend in almost a month. Does that mean that we're still together? Am I supposed to pretend he's here and nothing's wrong? I honestly have feelings for him, but... I just don't know anymore.

The relationship has just been ups and downs. When we were together the first time he bailed, I didn't see him again until a few months ago. I was willing to give the whole thing another shot because I figured that he had matured as much as I feel that I have. I'm not so sure now that he's vanished again.

It doesn't help that earlier I got to enjoy the view at the pool. I finally feel like I might be starting to have actual friends again, it's a nice feeling. Once we got a few of us out there, things got crazy. It almost felt like the old days to be honest. But back to what I was saying, there was definitely something that I've been looking at, and I got a much better look at it than before. I'm afraid that I might be... do I want to use the word "crushing"? No. I don't, but there it is anyway. GAH! What am I supposed to do?!

My Name Was Twilight Before It Was Lame!

Twilight. Vampires.... GAY vampires. Seriously! I really don't see what's up with all this new vampire bullshit. Vampires aren't supposed to be all sparkly as far as I'm concerned. I started using the name Twilight a couple years ago when I was still a New Mutant, waaaay before all this shit popped up.

Of course, now if I tell anyone my codename all I hear is 'OMG You like Twilight too?!?!!?!?#@!$@!!" I wish I could just smack them, I really do. I almost want to change my codename sometimes, but then all the posters would be out of date. Yeah, I have posters. Go buy one.

So basically, when you talk about the X-Men; I'M NOT USING THE NAME BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING VAMPIRE MOVIE!